I got bored

I am at Anthony's and it's 6 am everyone passed out

I can't stop thinking about Ashlee

I can't sleep

So I took this from tyler's site and filled it out

W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: their eyes
[last person u slow danced with]: Don't remember

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: my girlfriend...
[is easiest to talk to]: The only person that I can truly just open up to is Ashlee

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: no
[been in love]: I am right now

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Ashlee
[hugged]: I think I hugged Josh when he was feeling down
[you instant messaged]: Tyler
[you laughed with]: Ashlee

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: Highly doubt it
[what's your favorite food?]:  Anything good
[whats ur favorite fruit?]:  bananas
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]:  I agree with Tyler on this one emotional cause it lasts longer

[trust others way too easily?]: I don't trust many

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]:  once

[of hearts i have broken?]: None, no one has like me enough
[of boys i have kissed?] :  none

[of girls i have kissed?] :  2
[of drugs taken illegally?] :  drugs = gay
[friends?] : a few

[of cd's that i own?] : alot                                
[of scars on my body?] : 1
[of things in my past that i regret?] : nothing

O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]:  not much
[i wish]: for alot 

[i hate]: people that make Ashlee cry

[i miss]: Ashlee alot of the time
[i fear]:  losing Ashlee
[i hear]: music
[i love]: Ashlee Rae Jeziorski
[i care]:  about Ashlee
[i will always]:  love Ashlee
[i dance]:  hardly ever

[i cry]: whenever i think ive screwed something up between me and Ashlee
[i write]: songs                              

[i confuse]: myself
[i can usually be found]: with friends
[i need]:  you?

ARE YOU A:
[wuss]: dunno
[druggie]:  if music counts as a drug then yes
[gang member]:  no
[daydreamer]:  I daydream of me and Ashlee alot (not like that)
[alcoholic]:  no
[freak]:  music freak? yes
[brat]:  I can be
[sarcastic]:  I can be
[goody-goody]:  depends
[angel]: doubt it
[devil]: sometimes
[friend]: to the exceptional few yes
[shy]: yes
[talkative]: I try my best to be
[adventurous]: depends
[intelligent]: not really

-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)
[wish you saw more often]:  Ashlee
[most sarcastic]: dunno
[knows you best]:  Ashlee
[most entertaining]:  Anthony
[love to be around]:  Any of these (Tyler,Anthony,Josh)
[nicest]:  dunno
[gives the best advice]: I dont really open up to friends
[You are with most often]: Hmmmmm Josh?

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]:  just me
[annoying thing you do]:  I worry alot
[biggest mistake you've made this far]:  dunno
[describe your personality in one word]:  emotional?
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]:  eyes
[height]: 5'11"
[a smell that makes you smile]: none
[a drink you order most often]: dr.pepper
[a delicious dessert]:  cookies
[a book you highly recommend]:  just read what you like
[the music you prefer while alone]:  anything i like       
[ favorite band]:  As I LAy Dying
[a film you could watch over and over]:  The Butterfly Effect
[you live in a(n)]:  house
[your transportation]:  my car
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]:  nothing

yes I know alot of that had Ashlee in it

can I help it that she is the most perfect girl that i have ever met in my eyes?

I love her and that is that

well later